because she was not involved

              与爱无关，因为只是我的自作多情

        This is not a romance,

                                        because I was running away

              也不是一段浪漫，因为我最终狼狈地逃离

                                                                             ————题记

Should I had claimed my laziness and felt less hunger of a seafood,

I would never have a chance to meet you in a cornor of the superstore

Should I had stared at you in an obsolutly inappropriate expression of eye,

You would never image how crazy this man is about you

You dressed in a grass green coat that can never be more perfect on any other women

Your long brown hair makes you an elegant princess

Your blunt bang covers your eyebrows adds tremendous mystery temperament

The gesture of you choosing snakes tells me you are sweet and cute

You noticed me a few seconds later

With a little smile and little blush

Oh god no, it's just my unrequited love!

I pitifully avoided the beatiful scenery of your eyes

pretending I was walking in a wrong section

God, what the hell was I thinking!

So I walked around, without my soul,

grabed things I was planned to cook

Unconditionally thought about you all the time

I carried a box of eggs, making a promise that I will fried an egg in every morning and woke you up

I took five tomatos, thinking how great it would be if we were the first two had eaten the forbidden fruit

I held a bottle of milk, picturing if I poured it over your skin, how tender it would be kissed

Finally I reached the seafood section, fishes and lobsters awaited

Without your presence, how insipid they suddenly become!

After that I stood at the casher, waiting for the line

Quietly, she stood behind me

God, haven't you made enough joke on me?

I was not thinking

I didn't know what is thinking

In my mind I had only blood surged up from my chest

The world became an anonymous silent flat ground,

all I heard was her gentle breathe, as a petal plays a violin

The anonymous silent flat ground has no heat at all,

but my backbone was burning by her beauty

I looked back, and I saw she was looking to me

I bet this is only a coincidence and I stopped wondering

Oh, I am more than ready to spend the rest of my life with her

I want to take her all around the world, watch sunrise volcano and even every dust!

Such a dream, a dream of life in a quick blink

The casher told me have a nice day sir

I realized I have to go

Should I tell her what I feel, at least I can know her name

God, does she expect anything from me? I spent some seconds waiting for the answer

But my unquenchable cowardice grabbed the flag of rationality

I took my bags and walked away without looking back

I am not the bravest in love

But, I must be the blindest!

Next Tuesday afternoon, will you come again?

                                                               ————The girl in green, 5:20 pm, Sep 29th, 2009,

                                                                                 Superstore, 7024 4 street NW, Calgary.